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Name: Class Interest: PUA, MMA, BJJ "Go for the best and never settle for mediocre.".
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The best in life comes in groups.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Aye so today was alright...BCS was ok, Econs sucked like hell... Fuck that mother fucker who just can't seem to carry on and has to stop for 15 mins at a time... What the fuck you trying to fucking achieve you mother fucker?! Arrrrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I have school tmr for 2h and we won't be studying... That's fucked up to the maximum lah... I don't fucking want to go to school please... Waste my fucking time only... Fuck tomorrow! I'm just gonna sleep or something... And if that's not enough, I'll have to go to FWA to see those fuckers to settle things once and for all... I just think it's fucking stupid for the sole reason that you fuckers started it and now I have to go for mediation? FUCK YOU ALL!
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Sigh... Anyway, I was listening to I'll be by Boyce Avenue and it just hit an emotional nerve... It just brought back the sweet and bitter memories of a person I would only call X... Sigh I miss those times with her... I still remember the first time we met... I ended BJJ and you ended Ballet and we were waiting for the lift... For some reason we just started to talk and exchange numbers and then not too long later we hit it off... Hahahaha... But when you passed not too long later I just feel really empty and broken... It's too perfect it's not right that you had to go... Anyway, recovering from it all is hard till today and everytime I sing All I know by five for fighting, it reminded me of the time i sang at your side... I'm not sure if you heard it but I think you did... I'll always remember the last smile on your face... AHHHH! I'm so emotionally unstable right now... Whenever I perform my friends ask why i cover my eyes. Wll the main reason is just that it brings so much memory of you I tear up... I hope you're ok wherever you are... I'm trying to get better and I know you're looking down on me thinking "what's wrong with you?". Well, you sure did take my breath away... I love you. forever and ever and ever...
I miss the times you would play the piano and I'd sing. I miss the times you would stay over and we'd watch some stupid show at night, cuddling till we both fall asleep on the couch, only to have aches all over the next morning. I miss how you used to ask me to sleep after talking on the phone the whole night. I miss how you'd nag when I called you 5 minutes later to tell you i'm still awake.. Hahaha I miss holding your hands and waist under the stars... I miss staring at the stars while lying on the beach... I miss your voice I miss your touch i miss your look I miss your lips i miss your kisses . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I MISS YOU...
And i think i'm gonna change my url soon... It's getting a little too personal even for my closest friends... Tmr maybe... 3rd world convention soon... gtg. Haere ra
10:38 PM
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